23rd September

No news. Some days are better than others,

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  1. UnknownSeptember 24, 2018 at 4:20 AM

    we are thinking about you & Jan every day, please ask us if we can do anything to help out with Maisie or if you need anything, one of us are usually around to lend a hand, sending you a big hug from all of us xxx

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  2. UnknownSeptember 24, 2018 at 4:21 AM

    that last comment sent by Em & Russ by the way ! xxx

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